iamMD

Today I saw my good friends from Med School after a month or more I think. I’ve been practically a loner since the start of the year and I think its becoming unhealthy. I’m isolating myself from socializing with others except through the internet. My laptop is my only comfort but I’m starting to get tired and bored surfing all day and night without any sense.

Hearing myself laugh and talk again makes me realize how unhappy I am even if others  think I am happy because of my current status. The fact is, I feel EMPTY….

The last thing I want to do is to regret all my decisions but lately I’ve been asking myself if I did the right thing. I should be happy, but I’m not. Why do I feel that I am alone?